i <3 pocky! ;)

I've got a new blog ;)
www.awesomeshuwen.blogspot.com
am not gonna blog here no more! ;)
iLy boy ;)

From the previous post..
i realize..
its kinda stupid ;)
and someone told me..
and slolwy realising ..
i don really have that much ex boyfrens ;)

Not closing down this blog..
But Not blogging in this blog :)
one day i'll come back reading..
and i realize my blog is already 3 yr old + ;)

getting over it

the facts..
nicholas chia is my ex boyfriend
kelvin tay is one hawt smoking addictive boy
nelson ng is one immature doink

i realize after 9 ex boyfriends..
the only person that i got crazy over..
is juz this few boy.. in fact..
kelvin is not even my boyfriend
he's an ordinary boy from kl..
a vry friendly sweet fren of mine
the one i can talk to and getting over my stress
i'm happy that i've met him..
i'm happy to hv those memories..
but now is time to forget about everything

nicholas chia is a total jerk..
but i realize its not his fault for him to act like one
to me..
i myself did it to myself..

i've got to learn to say no..

nelson.. yeah.. he's one of my ex boyfren
that we gt together 2 time..
the only man that i've date twice..

the fact that i got dumped..
and break ups is...
i realize my mistake..
i've been thinking and and thinking hard why and why..
he's avoiding me and all..
its all because

i got so crazy over them until its off limit..
they gt scared of me.. they're afraid of me
after calls and calls.. kept calling them like crazy..
i chng into some crazy bitch ..
i don gv a damn to what other says when i'm inlove
now he's avoiding and ignoring me
and i truely understand how it feels when someone is crazy over you
its annoying and scary..
so no worries.. i wont ever ever..
text you, post on your wall, call you or anything..
you can now live in peace..
i need to get over you..
actually i already did ..
but there's still slight feeling

i'm confused everytime when it comes to relationship
i don knw who and when or what i'm doing

i don even knw what i'm talking right now
i'm distracted by samantha katey james!
she's on webcam and doing all sort of stupid looks
haha! thx.. for making me smile..
=D thx amanda =)
thx sam for ur bimboticness x)

bye kelvin..
bye weishen
bye L.O.V.E

p.s i don knw what i'm talking =) time to forget my past!
and get a new blog to blog about it! =D
soon there will be a blog open..
http://www.awesomeshuwen.blogspot.com/

good lucks in your new life
chao! =D

meltz!

my wife sounded sooo cute on the phone =D and sweeet..

Not looking back to the past..
Move move move it move it!
time to move it!! move move move!!
RawR rawR!! Rawr!!
Stepping out of the circle!
Say No to All those shit!
No No nO! =='' stupid post lol!
history whole nite ;)
gonna go crazy over history!
i've decided to gv no shit to form 4 exam and move it move it!
to form 5 and start bucking up my form 4 base =)
And So someone said that
if i get A ;) he buy me a dress
and dad owe me 2 dress =D
yay me?! i hopefully hope that my ict will get A
=D other den that.. there's no hope.. i loveeee love dress
=D cny i'll be hving at least 3 dress =D
yay me!! yay yay!!! ==''

okay.. stop! pause!
shu wen is not shu wen
damn censored b censored ==''
T___T msn cant sign in.. yisshh
need to study sigh..!

MFSOAB

=-=! slept at 10.30 ytd nite!

planned to wake up study in the middle of the nite!

ended up waking at 6.40 am! ==''

the worst part was when i woke up i thought it's saturday

so my sis was like! u dowan go school??

i was like school? its saturday! she's like no ==''

owh shiit ==! i didnt read my history! fuckkk!!!!!

den she goes.. *point point* take tht book..

that small history book it might help.. .-.

i was like okay. and went to wash up and headed to school!!

everyone's studying =='' i put my stuff and headed to the stuff room

to take my maths 1 paper..

took and left.. after that paper.. i'm kinda stressed up!

=='' couldnt study.. slept ==''

and woke up b4 recess ate.. and sleep back..

woke up.. paper starts.. ==''

when i took the paper..

my reaction was like..

wtffff...

* raise hand * shouts! teacher! i'm done!

can i go home early?

she was like =='' no.. shuwen plz try to do..

so i did a lil.. and *raise hand teacher!*

whats this? this? point point!

she's like shh.

*whisper*

owhhhh okayy..

jott down! =D

start drawing my hand as i'm bored like f...

slept after that..

sivic teacher came in.. and started trying to wake me up..

pulling my hands and all..

i woke up and look at her.. she step back and took my hand

asking whats this? i replied its an art..

she kept quiet and walk off ==''

time ended b4 i go home..

she came to me saying

did u knw if u let the discipline teacher saw ur hand

they might take discipline action? as kes dono wat dono wat

i smiled and walk off..

after school went home

rushing to finish my project

tried to online.. en had lunch..

sis said line is cut off..

i was like fucK! my dead line tomorrow!

so i pack my stuff and came to starbuck! this explains why am i online now =D

jason was here n yeah.. so so..

done my project! and nw i'm off to go home

and gonna shower eat

and study for tomorrow =D

=='' exhausted day ==''

First of all i'm still here to talk about some whore on facebook ==''
i cant stand the fact that she's spamming her "oh i'm so inlove with someone else's boyfriend"
As a friend =='' seriously u gt to stop all those idiotic post.. its disgusting! fuck its disturbing
i seriously couldnt help it! wake up bitch! you're not that ugly u dont have to be that bitchy and sluty to take other's boyfriend.. KArma will haunt u down one day belive me! i've tried and experienced before.. start dating guys ur age lar! =='' always date those super old bustards.. This Question seriously kept popping out.. are u a virgin? since u've did so many things.. according to my experience on ur life.. i mean.. according to my point of view ur act.. everything with that 30 year old ex boyfriend is so not cool! So what if he drive a vios? =='' Slim Thin with long hair juz remind me of a ghost =='' with the *model* frindge.. ah wadevea.. i'm lazy to talk about u!

2ndly.. there's only one song that could describe my feelings toward form 4's exam *given up by linkin park*
i studied! i studied! and when i sit for exam i panic =='' everything gone! GONE i say GONE! tomorrow is history paper 2.. it'll be more worst! =='' i've not study a shit!
Moral paper today i spent less den 1 hour to finish the paper and sleep whole day.. Retaking chemistry paper is the horror.. i've studies so much for chem.. everything came out.. what i've expected but.. NOthing was on my mind when i'm answering the questions...

3rdly i only sleep for 1 hour or less last nite juz to do smtg stupid and becaused i promised mr someone i'll study =='' and so yeah i study a lil.. and sleep.. woke up.. thinking of skipping school.. but its exam.. but i gave no shit.. buttttt ! yeah another buutS is my sis asked me to go sit of the exam den letting it be TH.. so i went.. came home.. and online awhile.. den.. went out to take my ic! =D i love my new ic its so much better looking than the previous ones! RaWr! Got my retainer =='' and My Debit card back! =( useless also so damn broke right now!
gt to save up! december is coming! i'm saving money to buy myself sumthing big! =D
off to sleeP! and wake up in the middle of the nite to study history ==

chao