ApRiL 27th !

wake up in the mornin at 7 .. karene wake me up ^^ ..

but i was expecting sumone else to wake me up but in the end i woke him up!lol..

hmm.. lying on the bed till 7.15 den go pom pom lo.. scare later chou chou hehe.. den dress up.. see the time also 7.45 liao.. so late d.. went to wake my mom up to sent me to my primary school to accompany sumone lolx.. den he was so late ! i reach at 8 was so fast.. XD den i walk or so called explore my primary school! damn there's alot of changes.. swt after i leaving the school , was like doing charity since std 1 for that school .. saw a few of my teachers.. only a few.. a little 4 or 5 onli.. swt.. the others went to other place d.. no idea whr they go XD .. dun care la~ so i look at the time also quite pissed off it was 8.30 den i call him again .. he said he nw onli wake up -.-" make me so angry .. so he said he's on the way d.. zz.. den waited 4 a while i saw amanda.. lol. it's like miracle she cum to my primary school sports day with his lil brother's (vry annoying one) den 9 o'clock liao onli he reach.. swt.. den i scolded him lol..

den i saw quite 'a lot of fren' it's like so boring.. no one comes anymore.. den we chit chat walk around the school .. my lil pet brother matthew appear frm no where lol.. he was so cute and he's already form 2.. ok ok cut that part.. dun wan knw haha.. lol

den we continue chit chatting lending his phone to send me some songs .. zzz.. den my fren came and ask me weather i going to convent ? so i said yea.. he asked me wat time den i said erm i'm nt sure XD ..

continue sitting down at my school so called 'laman budi' then waited 4 some time it was already 10 sumthing so i called up alvin cuz he's fetching me go convent ^^ my god brother .. so he said he'll cum in awhile so i waited almost for 20 mintues den 10.40 liao so fast the tim past.. he came den went to fetch his gf .. my ah so.. lol..

reached covent about 11.10 straight go to the basketball court cuz most of my frenz was there and they incharge for the basketball game there we're prizes to be won.. zzz.. i wear till so nice XD (so bhb) they call me to do charity help them collect ball.. boh pian .. too ho sim d.. so help them.. help till i also hole body sweatie d.. i wearin white.. swt barely see my bra.. swt!!! so sia sui T.T den i saw a lot of fren there .. we were cheering for dixon aka my god bro also he was a basketball player so he shoot to goal..saw a lot of la sallian and asc guys.. didnt saw any of my school gals(bk) thank god haha..

zzz.. thanks to chistopher and kelvin .. my fren got angry at me cuz chistopher was playin with a rose that kelvin holding he gave it to me den i gave it back to kelvin.. den i went back to my fren they asked me alot of question!! wtf make me so pissed .. scold me summore T.T sad~ already sick still get scold~zzz...

i saw cherrine we went to colour my hair ^^ was so happy so colourfull it cost 12bugs lol.. cuz no idea where to spend the coupon on.. so went back to bkb court buy a tin of 100plus.. den continue help out my fren.. is like a guy! he come and ask me'can we be frenz' wtf.. a gang of guys.. eww.. it freaks me out so i went to another side w/o answering them of coz! haha.. den my fren called me bak again.. zzz.. they called a gal to asked 4 for my num.. swt!!! den i juz dun gv a damn then they went away^^ .. saw chun pao(pao pao kor kor) hehe..he is like a prince holding a fan. fanning himself and under the shellter.. swt.. zz.. dun wanna talk bout him d la..lol..

it started to rain and i dun gv a damn forgetting my hair is painted and i'm wearing also forgotten that i'm still havin fever.. the rain gt heavier... swt.. den the colour on my hair started to drop so my white shirt!!! turn into pink!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wtf...zzz.. haiz.. waited 4 a while den dixon wants to continue his game.. bkb game ^^ under the rain so i went to find my fren to ask them for a spare shirt ^^ den we go under the rain like idiots cheering for dixon!! lol.. den their teacher was watching but we didnt notice till someone cum and tell me so we went back to the shelter .. then i 'molested' dixon by using the colour that drip off frm my hair den put it on his chest lolz.. shh dun tell anyone! haha..

after the rain nt so heavy d.. we went out again dixon gt the price.. he got a nike shoe bag.. zzz.. so i took it and put all my things inside since i was all wet so we continue the game.. lol.. zzz.. i was starring to have a headache again.. i called up karene to ask where is she.. she told me she was at her stall so i went to find her .. was nearly going to faint .. luvena accompany me to go find her.. i asked her how she go back and so on den went back to the basketball court..

already no energy wan die d.. den they said that sok lay's phone give a idiot guy throw into the longkang! because she dun want gv that ass hole her number.. so we went to find the jerk!! already no energy but still have to help!.. she said that that guy was wearin yellow XD we say a litle kid wearin yellow den i also naik gila d .. go scold that kid haha.. end up wrng guy.. den go ask sok lay can she recornize that guy's look do u knw wat she say??!! she say no!! wat the she so freaking blurr and i'm so freaking pissed naik gila d.. haha at that time they said the guy was la sallian..so her fren was there we went to ask the guy can he remeber any of his fren wearing yellow ..

the guy was fooling around make me so pissed den i start scolding him .. 'u better stop fooling around or else i'm so going to kick ur balls!!!! @#$%& "

swt.. ki siao d.. pity sok lay we cant find her phn murderer her phn nw sot d.. poor thing the father dun let her buy new phone.. zzz.. sad~ den i called up many ppl to fetch me home but no one answered den i also want to faint d.. den finally my bro pick up.. i told him whr am i and asked him wer is he den he cum fetch me.. so waited 4 quite a long time .. den i only remeber my things is at dixon's bag.. called up to him and tell him so he said he'll passed it to my sister tomorrow..

zz.. waited 4 my bro.. also beh tahan d.. headache so pain.. argh.. den finally my bro reached .. we went home.. den i go down frm the car d.. he call he cum up again cuz want to go buy strawberries(yummy) so i juz follow.. went to jusco to buy it.. den i waited in the car.. den went home..

reached home about 3something ..go shower nearly faint in the toilet haha.. den cum out dry up my hair.. sleep.. sleep sleep sleep... till 7sumthing wah headache getting worst den my leg also pain no idea why.. but biasa d.. i gt lots of problem .. went to shower again.. then went 4 sushi.. moms bday .. eat so full buy a perfume , bag and a cosmetic set 4 mummy ^^ she was so happy^^ eat full full den chit chat den when home.. lol.. my sis she baked the most funniest cake i've ever seen(weird too) was thinking this piece of thing can eat der ar?? only knw the nicest was the strawberries.. haha.. den take pic and this that.. shower again.. den play my game.. lol.. chit chatting in msn.. den start blogging at 12am but till nw 1.23 also havent stop haha..

talking alot of crapz.. k la end here la.. sienz.. haha.. wan sleep d.. headache.. hope tomorrow get high fever den sleep at hospital haha..

that's all for today nite nite!! lol..

(most of my spelling will be wrong haha )

by:jolyn..shuwen

sick~

zzz.. sick d .. sumore today got sukan raptai..

was under the rainy ans sunny day the sun was so hot but it's still raining.. make me sick

having fever right nw looks pale like going to die soon... my life is so boring~

eat, sleep , go school also sleep and eat, cum back sleep , den online den play game , eat , sleep shower sleep zzz.... everything is the same..

was so tired went home den shower after shower was so tired den straight away sleep d.. i'll 8.30 pm den i woke up eat den play game,

my headache getting worst so pain , zzzz..

i wan die d, true i'm so going to die d...

after CNY i've nvr touch my book till nw zz..

teacher wants to kill me so do my parents ...

zzz..

sick~

sick sick~

stress out~

very pain , blogging also feel tire eye wan fall out d..

zzz... tired of life..

my life is miserable without sumone to move on with..

buti'm so not desperate without guys..

sienzzz...

headache .. so pain help.. i cant think of anything to write..

zzzz... my phone will nvr rang more than 5 time's aday since i'm not in a relationship and also bcause i had a laptop to play with XD,

it makes my head more pain .. head spinning.. havin high fever no appetite at all i nearly vomite after seeing food on the table, zzz..

see also wan vomited dun need say eat d..

didnt have the appetite but still force my self to eat sum bread.. juz like keep fit in a wrong way zzz..

pain pain pain.. lots of homework.. wan die d.. ahhhhhhhh.. argh..

sienz...

sigh~ sick d but still cant sleep zz.. tomorrow go school gv techer scold again so suai zzz... stupid sports day cumin d.. headache arh!!!!!!

i wan go out cant stick at home to much.. i was stick to my room and on a chair with my laptop infront of me every single day..

lazy to blog d... gtg sleep..

zzz...

sick~

addicted

i'm addicted..

i'm addicted to u!

and u knw it,

i'm also addicted to to online games,

i'm addicted to my laptop i'm addicted to sleep in he then rather go to school.

hehe,

my life is all about playing , having fun, but one thing is i'm having a god damn PMR this year.

i'm so tring to study but i cant! my laptop was in my room infront of me all the time,

lol. is like after school.. den online, after tuition online, eat infront of my pc, do hw infront of my pc, do folio using my pc everything , my life is all infront of my pc XD,

i think w/o pc i'll nt be staying alive haha,

even i listen to music frm my pc watch tv also ^^

PMR is nt a big deal 4 me ^^

i'll study after mid year ^^ since it's cuming d, after mid year have to cut down playing pc d ^^

i was trying to get all pass maybe 2 or 3 A's enuff d ^^ dun wan fail can d ^^

i'm realli addicted to game's and pc nw my phn was left beind,

i throw it a side ^^ and i dun even touch it d XD

seldom use my phn ^^

and my phn bill cut down alot haha

thanks to single life ^^

i luv's my life being single

no stress 4 anything no probelms no fighting ^^

but i am still waiting 4 sumone ^^

after PMR i'll live happily ever after XD nt married la

lolx ..

-shuwen -

loves u 4ever

i speak throught my heart 4 ever it will be

^^ i promise u i'll do wateva u say ^^

everytime the same things go and comes around

each and everytime i start dating ,

there will always some one there to end my relationship.

there's always an incident,

zzz..

maybe its true.

that is .. its still not the time 4 me to get into a relationship in this kind of age..

that's wat most of the ppl say to me..

i mean by my family..

even my fren don approve ..

SWT...

i'm getting bored of this life..

i'm trying to be hardworking on my studies but everytime when i open my book i'll feel sleepy..

and end up i'm on my bed ..

lolz...

XD

sigh~

my result getting worst..

from A drop to E

in a vry fast way..

sigh~

i'm trying my best...

i cant do it anyone..

sigh~

i'm trying to start a new life..

PMR coming..

sigh~

damn sien...

have to start being a book worm...

maybe that will help..

no more phones no more sms..

no more cyber cafe,

no more internet,

no more games,

no more fooling around,

no more playing,

no more going out,

no more staying up late,

haha...

but 100%

NOT GOING TO HAPPEN..

shuwen will always be shuwen..

impossible to change,

sigh~

i want to change wat i'm being rigt now

muz change my attitude,

Trying~

muz change not being so rude,

100% must!

muz be polite....(ya rite)

..............

start studying but always same...

i don think i can change in such a short time...

start wearing skirt..XP..

start being bookworm..

sigh~

i don think in such a short time i wan do all this...

lol..

talking out of topic..

who carez..

this is still my blog.. haha

sigh~

the things i hav to do now is..

stop thinking all the rubbish,

i'm still young hav to study..

don think so much..

stop wateva i'm doing..

X dating

X cyber cafe

X fooling around

focus on studies...!!!

^^..

ntg to say d.. keke