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Friday, August 29, 2008

another tired day..

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

tired day..

ytd after bloggin i fall asleep.. feel so tired.. den when i woke up.. i turn on the laptop as its already bside me.. bt there's no one to chat with.. i went down to eat.. den get some shower.. chattin n chattin after that.. got screwed by my parents.. -_-'' cuz sleeping in the living room. -_-" den kena screw bt my dad saying.. u ar.. pmr cumin no need study ah? always c u online onli.. n searching crapz.. -_-" den my sis lost her book.. she turn crazy n start turning the hse up side dwn.. dad started scolding her.. den suddenly scold me again -_-" off the laptop nw! n go study!! gv me ur phn! n turn off the tv! clean up all the mess !! bring all ur book to ur room b4 i throw it away.. -_-" pity me.. sitting there doing my own stuff -_- also get scold.. so i turn off the tv.. gave him my phn.. take my book up.. clean up the mess she done... n she's getting louder screaming.. dad cant stand it .. so he went up.. (i'm waiting for this) dono wat he do to her she shut the hell up d.. XP probably ntg. cuz my dad love her the most..zz.. n juz scold her. -_-" sien.. thats nt wat i expected.. he came down n scold me.. why ur room so messy -_-" im going to throw all ur books.. den i told him.. your pleassure.. its okay if i dun study ... i dun really need all those crapz.. cuz i dun even touch it... n all the books nt i buy one.. is she bought it.. i juz used it cuz last yr she pmr.. keep scolding me didnt save money.. crapz.. den my dad slam the door n went out.. fuck.. for god sake. i kena screw 4 ntg.. -_-" haiz.. he gave back my phn... den i juz throw it aside la.. useless crap.. feeling so down. so i call up edward.. b4 we start the conversation.. i'm in my room dark room.. everything off except the aircond. kinda creppy . cuz i'm crying =_=" den mum cum in n ask wat u're doing .. n i did nt answer her.. den she went out .. kena screw my edward also -_-" saying that i dun appriciate my life.. why nt live in a happy life?? why choose to be emo al the time.. stop crying .. dotz.. den keep scold.. as i listen.. my tears cum out like water tap.. lol.. den suddenly hang up.. phn no credit d.. so i juz miss call danny XD juz 4 fun.. den he call me.. LOL.. so we started talking... as he also knw i'm crying.. he also screw me -_-" keep getting scold.. swt.. talk for awhile.. den hang up.. cuz the stupid justin making me pissed off .. cuz we join call -_-" they join the call w/o my permission.. crapz.. went up to the room .. packing my bag.. i step onto my ear ring.. i'm like wth.. can it get anyworst.. zzz.. so i pluck it out.. wash the wound.. n walk down..n drink a cup of milk n a cup of water.. den whilewalking up to the room.. i fell down.. aiks.. so suehh.. damn it.. brush my teeth n wash my face.cuz my eye kinda swollen @_@ sigh~ so i went down again.. take a bottle of visky.. n start drinking.. den suddenly sis come down n scold.. u siao ar?? u wn die ar.. u better stop drinking or i'll tell jie!! so i put back.. as my face is red.. brush my teeth again.. n went straight to sleep.. started a new day today.. -_-" wake up juz like ytd.. all blank.. super blurr look at the time.. brush my teeth.. prepare.. n there i go again.. i jump on my bed LOL.. juz like the same old time.. while jumping den i think back about that history.. den started emo back.. swt.. stupid.. so i slap my self 4 time as hard as i can.. i calling my self to wake up. from that nightmare.. went down.. to wait 4 bus.. while waiting.. i look at the mirror n thinking of cutting my face.. to make scars... hahax.. my reddish face.. feed maxine her food.. n go n drink a cup of water.. oh yea.. i understand why i so blurr d.. XD headache n stomach aching again.. LOL.. sueh.. reached school.. n eat.. XD while waiting for wai ling to cum.. i started drawing.. all the emo pic -_-" n christionnie kinda tear it apart infornt of me.. i'm like.. ouchhh!!! LOL.. i walk to jak pei.. n also take my tuition homework.. as she teach me hw to do maths.. kinda blurr.. as she teach me.. i getting more tired.. so i told her. later i cum find u again XD once i walk to my sit.. i'm in my wonderland.. the darknesss.. in school sleep also have nightmare.. swt.. mana tau.. sleep awhile.. recess finish d. -_-" den i help out for the merdeka decoration thingy .. history teacher cum in and ask us to read cuz she wanna give us quiz.. as i read my eye wan drop out d.. sigh~~ den when she gv the quiz luckily i can answer.. after answering i get back to sleep ..XD when her time is over. a replacement teacher cum in.. she's cik ch'ng.. she's so cheng LOL.. c also sien.. i continue sleeping.. @_@ i didnt knw i can sleep so long hahax.. after tat.. the history teacher came in again.. i dun care about her and start doing my own thing.. as i'm still sleepy.. =P so i start drawing those pic again.. n got screw by christionnie -_-" sigh~ after schooL!! whilewaiting 4 bus. i ate 3 ice cream.. yummy. den my stomach started to pain. LOL... bus came.. cum home.. n start blogginG! nw wan go shower n sleep!! later go tuition~~ lala~~ i need more ice cream!! yumMY!!!!! emo ?~~ haha.. watever............................









the end LOL!

Monday, August 25, 2008

its a moody day indeed ..

dun even knw wat i feel nw.. fake smile everywhr.. fake smile...
ytd sleep at 5smtg.. cuz cant sleep.. feel so weird.. eye so big.. bt .. watery eye.. after cryin.. i slept.. n woke up at 6 i sleep less than 1 hour.. sigh~ wake up in the morning.. sesat-ing .. dono wat i'm doing.. look at the time.. den feel smtg is nt right.. while brushing my teeth.. i feel dizzy n kinda fall down.. black out.. for a few minute.. den continue brushing.. wash my face.. didnt tell anyone about it and no one knws.. pack up my bag.. books gone missing.. lazy to find.. turn off all the alarms.. n went down.. prepared to go to school.. bus came.. while stading in the bus.. seriously unstable.. wil fall anytime.. reached the stupid school.. went in.. walk straight into the clas room.. take a sit.. while my stomach is aching like hell.. can stand the pain bt.. dun wan them to worry.. try my best to stand the pain.. its getting painer n painer each n every second... my day in school is like.. weird than usual.. a big dissapoiment is wai ling absenties.. wanna share about our secret. bt end up she was absent.. the whole day in school.. i'm yelling at ppl's doing silly stuff.. trying to get the thing off my mind.. hitting ppl .. scolding anyone that makes sum small mistake.. teacher didnt turn up. so i'm like crazy.. i brought my books bt she went to deliver -_-" n i didnt knw that.. helping out my fren to decorate the class room as time pass.. it's time for recess finaly i can eat sum ice cream.. that can cool me down.. after recess went to amanda's class we talk about our past.. nearly cry out .. bt i'm nt going to cry in that class.. after awhile.. teacher came n ask me to go back to class.. went back to class n did sum vandalisme to my table.. when the first sight i saw the table its plain. bt after i go back.. its fill with words.. cried on the table bt no one realise.. n they dun need too.. everyone is bz studying for pMr bt me? hahaaa.. i'm bz doing other nonsense.. i have to force my self to study .. to get my future.. i'm wondering if i'm so fking lazy.. how am i going to get into science stream? bt no worries.. my school is a shit school.. w/o any A's n Fail .. u still can manage to get into 4sn 3 .. the IT class w/o bio onli.. sigh~ my day in school is a disaster.. bt when it started to rain.. i feel better. playing in the water.. spashing my frens with water.. bt they didnt splash me back -__-" swt.. am i really that scary.. although sum of them seen me hitting the other student b4 bt i aint scary wert. i'm so friendly hahax.. i'm going out of the topic.. many ppl stare at me.. when i the tears started to drop.. thx for caring. too all the ppl tat worry about me.. thx alot.. u're a true fren. especially to karene, jia lay, wei shen (my bro) danny n amanda , wai ling lots more..thx for caring.. i promise my self.. i wont get into any relationship before my PMR or maybe till SPM .. being in a relationship doesnt help out.. it juz make leave a scar after breaking up.. why cant i live in a live full of happiness?? n i rather choose to live in a live full of darkness?? but 4 me.. i'll choose to live in the darkness.. everything have darken my life.. maybe sumday i'll change my mind..
i always tell my fren to study.. if no study no cert.. no degree means no future.. bt me? i sux.. i'm so farking lazy.. always tell ppl.. study hard study smart.. suffer nw enjoy later.. bt my self?? haha.. *speechless*
i shud stop here bah.. wanna go shower xD
cuz i smell guddddddddddddddd.................
--sign off--

Sunday, August 24, 2008

its over

yea.. its over.. i dun knw wats my feelin right nw.. i feel like crying bt trying to control my self.. sad? haiz.. sobb.. i think i am sad.. n feeling frustrated.. my heart beating vry slow.. like its gonna stop T_T i'm gonna cry.. seriously.. or maybe nt.. haiz.. i need sumone shoulder .. n sumone ear.. bt. haha! its not gonna happen yea.. i'm freaking jilled. n i still wanna shout my hell out of here n go to avril concert T_T i wan tic!! i wan money!!! haiz.. haiz.. sien.. emo.. no more!!!! trying to get rid of emo

Saturday, August 23, 2008

swt much!

first the star news paper post out sayin the avril lavigne concert is officially canceled. The internet as well.. bt ytd.. while listening to the radio.. hits.fm crew giving free tic.. and saying its on.. -_-" den today it came out news paper saying she's cumin -_____-"
i'm sure that alot of ppl already sell their tickets away.. bt nw! -________-" stupid goverment.. stupid country.. malaysia is a farking muslim country?! zzz.. one of the reason the goverment giving is.. she's too sexy for us.. it will influence us.. aka the teenagers.. swt. bt then.. if she's too sexy wat about pussy cat dolls?? they are more sexy K?! they didnt ban her cumin.. wth is this.. zzzz... stupid goverment.. stupid law... stupid muslim's no no! is stupid PAS! damN!

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

i fucking found out that!

T_T avril lavigne live in stadium merdeka officially canceled
when i found out this news i'm so fking jilleddd.. argh!!! why la?!!! celaka one.. argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck la! malaysia sux argh!!!!! cibaiiiiiiii!!!!!! i wanna go!!! i wan i wan i wan !! why fking canceled!!! cb cbcbcbcb argh.. feel like killing sumone nw!!
T_T sob~~ is canceled!! T_T bt i wanna go! i wanna meet her!! ish why cant they be more open minded T_T sobb.. avril!!! argh! i bet none of the celebrities will cum to malaysia ever again.. or i shud mean by SELANGOR! argh!!! fuckeeeeeeeeeeeeeeddddddddddddddddddddddd!!!!!!!!!! fucking buggar!!! canceled! grrr... already plan everything mana tau canceled?!!! no refund?! if dun have sue kau the goverment grr..
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pissed off!!! sobbbb.....
Avrilllllllll lavigneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
SOBSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSss
sobbbbbbbbb .. grrr... punk gt wrng?! cb..
PUNK! is a crime wth!! punk is a crime?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! she a canadian wat u expect?! juz like wat south park say! LOL!! grrr..
bad mood bad mood!! alert!! i;m gonna burst!!!!!!

Monday, August 18, 2008

fking sorry post -_-"

4 those whu had their feelings offended by my post.
I dont mean it.
Well, i DO mean it..
just not to all the 'MALAY' girls..
just freakin certain
why would you feel offended?
Is it because YOU FEEL LIKE YOU'RE ONE OF THOSE BITCH?
well, if you're not, im SURE you wont feel that way
THIS IS MALAYSIA
people are supposed to be understanding!
n understanding!!
you should know that not every single people in a CERTAIN RACE are not ALL nice or ALL bad..
there are kinds and varieties of people in EVERY PART OF THE WORLD.
if you still dont understand,
then i'll make it simplefor youwith a few words.
'I DONT MEAN ALL MALAY GIRLS ARE BITCHES, just some ARE'
and i also dun mean onli MALAY..
EVERY RACIST HAVE THEIR ON BITCHES EVEN CHINESE!

-i'm fking sorry-
-w3n-

Friday, August 15, 2008

T_T bad news!

the goverment wanna ban Avril Lavigne concert T_T i'm so going to freak out.. ehh wait. i already did. T_T damn.. i wann rebuild PKM!!! grrrrrrrr.. rawr!! T_T sobbers.. soob.. i wan kill ppl liao!! too punky also gt wrong T_T wat the hell.. influence shit la!! almost everyone also get influence d.. T_T thx to the goverment .. the unfairness!! sobbb.. i wanna kill ppl liao!! Grr!! rawr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! argH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-w3n-

Thursday, August 14, 2008

finally trial is over;..

shiet laaaaa.. my exam like shit lerrrrrrr............. think soo erm.. geo? maths? bm? sc will fail!! arghhhh .. its so freaking hard 4 me bcoz of my lazyness.. weeeeee~~~~ anyway passed my history kinda nt satisfied also swt.. my english probably wont get A or B d.. gr.. cuz of carelessness.. arghhhhh,,, biatch! i'm so fucked up.. kinda grounded by bro 0_0 crapz.. like first time.. ish ish... ish.. haizz... need to bring my phone to go repair d... T_T buh byee.. swt swt.. exam exam almost over lawl.. tomorrow fin lawl.. thinking about tomorrow AGM -__-" argh.. AGM.. arghh.. weee~~ at least SHE didnt get to be the assistance CHAIRMAN! hahahaha!! happy! weee~~~ and also.. i wont get any position wee~~~ no jobs 4 me ^_^ hmmm.... exam.. waiting for the result.. * curious***** damned.. hmmm.. tomorrow go lepak again weee~~~ yay!!! heheheheheh.. chaozz... lalalala~~~
-w3n-

Monday, August 11, 2008

Untitled 2..

today is the worst day ever..
woke up.. in 4 in the morning.. went into the bathroom to brush my teeth.. akes 30 minutes. den i try to study.. the point of waking up in the morning is juz to study bt it didnt turn up right.. i woke up... brush my teeth.. den study a while. n start flipping.. den in few second later.. i'm up doing sumthing else -_-" i went down to feed the pup.. n went up.. headache...slept.. n wake up at 6.30 wat the hack.. n went to school.. talk crapz as usal. today having exam. trial bm n sej.. wat the hack.. i don really knw hw to do sejarah.. bt i definetly dun knw hw to do bm paper 2. aiks.. went home after school called up my parents telling them i'm going having an appoitment at 3 at the dental... mana tau my dad say i can find sumone to fetch u there n u find ur way back.. walao.. make me so mad.den i think of my way,. called my mom.. she also say.. find ur way back la.. cb.. wat kind of parentsi'm having ??!!! wat the hack!she asked me to asked my dad's fren to fetch me.. i'm like so fed up.. telling her wat kind of irriseponsible parents r u guys. i think of my way is.. after the dental i walk to the bus stand n take bus to eng ann so i packed up.. called up my fren bt they arent free.. so no choice . i'll stick to my plan.. get ready n went down.. when i was outside.. i saw my precious bikini n i asked my maid why izzit here out side she tell me this belongs to my sister inlaw.. it make me so mad.. fking mad.. i went up seaching 4 my precious bikini. bt i cant find it.. so i called up my bro asking did she fking wear my bikini .!!! its so dirty man! hw the hell will i wear the bikini again since she already wear it.. i started crying cuz in a vry fking bad mood.. scolded my bro.. telling him do she even knw wt the hell is hygine?? fuk her ass off man..i fking jilled.. fking angry.. den i called my sis n tell her the whole thing she was like wat can i do?? i'm out side.. i'm so fking angry.. i'm so dissapointed in this family they always say i take their thing w/o permission actually nt all the time. they juz like to blame the youngest one! why shud i even care about their feeling when they don even gv a damn about mine.. in a while time my dad's fren came n fetch me to the dental. she left n i go up to register.. sited n waited.. kinda cried.. those patient keep staring at me.. n in a while time went in n tighten my braces.. change the colour of the rubber.. kinda ugly.. its pink n purple -_-" eww.. yuck! pink.. zzz.z. grrr.. arr den mom called me n say when done call me .. so i told her i'm done.. nw i'm going to the bus stand she say don.. i'll asked my fren to fetch u back wait 4 me there.. zzzzzzzzz......... cuz her car is in seremban repairing zzz.. haiz.. told her early that i've make appoitment n she even agree zzz.. this is my parents. irresponsible.. keep blaming the youngest one.. doing sumthing they like w/o caring our feeling .. arghh.. den mom reached.. went yam cha.. awhile den the fren as i called her ah yi fetch me to tuition.. kinda emo actually dun wan make ppl knw i am in that mood so acted normal.. bt pn nizam knw's that i'm nt well XD haha.,. she can see it through my eye.. cooll.. LOL.. nvm.. skipp.. wee~~~ went home.. trying to online!! pissed cuz keep dc.. the msn nt workinG!!! grr.. fuck!! i keep restart n restart bt ntg happen.. i decided to sms him.. bt i knw he wont reply cuz he went bkb.. so i went up n off the modem cuz i think it's been awhile no one closed it.. i went showering .. kinda take 30 minutes there.. was kinda emo in there.. keep crying aiks.. luckily no ones home or i will scare the ass of them.. XD haha.. came out.. turn on the modem.. went into my room n change.. went down trying to online.. still nt working .. den went into mom's room to dry my hair.. weee~~~ den in a while time can online d.. yay!! hapy.. nt really.. haha.. watever.. kinda emo this few days.. hope i dun scare the hell off my fren.. aiks dun wan ppl to worry about me.. wee~~~ watever la.. juz den.. its kinda late.. bro cum back n appologise to me about that bikini things ssaying she feel guilty.. -_- n he'll buy me new one.. hmm thinking .. nehh dun buy me new one la.. gv me the money n i go shopping better hahah cuz i dun really wear it .. i wan that bikini cuz there's memories of it.. T_T haiz.. bt i decided i'll take back the bikini as well.. as i knw.. i'll talk about ytd ..
kinda emo the whole day .. its a sunday.. morning i went to sunway to accommpany amanda go dating bt. i kinda called out alex to go with me so that i wont be the lonely light bulb XD bt when reach ktm.. me n alex we took taxi to sunway.. n amanda n abel was wondering around in shah alam XD dono wat they doing there ~~ lala ~~ bla bla skip that part till nite! its like err 6 we went back.. alex went home.. cuz in a rush.. i keep call my bro..den he pick us up at ktm sent amanda home.. n sent me to aman perdana.. in the car bro keep advising me to study .. giving me tips how to memorize stuff anyway thanks bro.. i reached aman perdana.. it was luvena n her sister ester bday party.. hmmm.. kinda emo the whole day there cuz of one call haiz + there have no line.. i totally forgoten that i'm going to adidas run the next day.l. ehhhhh wait wait haha ... i messed up. it was saturday, when i go to sunway n also luvena party n it was a sunday when i go addidas run.. hmmm.. ok ok.. nw i knw . hahaha..
ok ok
continue.,. at first they say everyone staying over at luve hse .. lol.. that time still owh kay my mood =P den i was like owhkay den i'll stay over since no one can fetch me back.. lol.. den i called up my dear.. mana tau he say he choose to play game den talking to me thats the time that make me fed up n make me emo.. makes me cry haha.. i'm stupid.. i'm trying to talk to the one i love n he onli chose to play game hahah wat the hack watever la.. den when kelvin reached onli i knw he drive wee~~~ wan him to fetch me ^-^ he agree cuz if it's nt addidas thingy i wont go back or maybe its bcoz i'm emo.. i dun wan them to knw my feeling XD thats why i go back wee...haha
in the middle of the nite 12 am we went back.. me dixon n kelvin.. kelvin fetch me back after the opening present ceremony LOL.. kinda forget to buy a present cuz i'm kinda err broke?? XD .. so i tell luve her present will be abit late ^-^.. kelvin aka dixon's bro fetch me home. bt in the car the music is loud lol so no one realize i've been crying in there.. den when i reached home.,. turn on the pc.. started crying.. cry till 3 am..den went to sleep.. eye bengkak the nxt day.. hahahaha.. wake my sis up to fetch me go to addidas run.. on the sunday morning.. we like err 6.30 go out.. we keep searching for the freaking place for almost 2 hour cuz shah alam sign board.. er no.. is MALAYSIA sign board sux.,. zzz. wa like so blurr grr XD we like messed up zz.. cuz karene tell me is bside tesco.. -_- shah alam so many tesco.. den say bside makro -_-" swt.. den she say near concrod hotell wat the hell its like on north one south one east zzz.. mana tau we wan go one is west ahahaha.. zzz... there is so many road kena block.. jam like shit.. zzzz.. den reached there kinda nt happy cuz dun feel well n keep kena diao in car.. zzz.. by my sis hahhahah.., watever la.. haiz.. reached there almost everyone run finish d LOL.. den didnt manage to run.. we went to the jusco after that thing.. we take bus frm shah alam to klang station den go jusco lol.. i'm smart after go there makan we go back home.. to my hse lol.. karene keep playing with maxine ^0^ my pupp that is so freaking naughty.. zzz. watever la.. wan sleep d. lazy to continue! so bb!! XD end!! no starting no ending bwhahahahah.. watever.>!!

Friday, August 8, 2008

testing ur IQ n also ur maths..

try this..
this is a riddle..
read the question carefully
clearly.. and answer me ^-^
ok... lets start,,
the question issss....

in a bus there is 7 ppl..
each of them bring 7 bag..
each of the bag containing 7 cats..
each cats gt 7 kitten ..

hw many legs are there in the bus???? ^-^

try try try ^=^
-w3n-

keep bleeding keep keep bleeding -_-

weeeee~~~~~ my nose bleeding wont stop =_= frm the day i go MAA it started to bleed till nw.. wow.. increadible.. n keep on bleed der swt.. kinda worry + keep on stomach ache .. wat the hack.. today trial .. half way do.. half way bleed cant read the sentences clearly. damn headache.. zzz.. trial paper is hard xD even though its onli art paper one.. keep sneezing then keep bleeding .. wth.. wth helll happen to my farking nose.. argh.. dun tell me gt cancer -_-" wth.. arghh... make me headache onli.. my eye is closing so i think i better get sum restt.. choazz......... weee~~

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

today! the 5th of august!

was absent today XD again.. cuz ytd nite.. i mean midnite.. I accompany MY eldest SISTER.. PhuA Choo Ling.. XD to 1utama to watch dark knight.. so kind of me huh!? cuz its late nite.. hw chud i c my sis go to watch late nite movie alone... one gal.. sooooooo dangerous.. ^-^ den .. after the show we went home.. straight sleep.. its erm 4smtg. AM! onli i sleep muahaha. XD cuz the show finish at 3.30.. den my sis drive home ma so late liao lu.. den.. the next morning..erm no.. is afternoon 2pm.. fren sms me and ask why absent? friday trial d ler.. did u knw tat? LOL i don knw XD den i dial her up.. we kinda talk for awhile.. it hang up cuz my credit run out .. so i went up to get my books.. YEA! BOOKS! i bring it into my dad's aka our study room.. n arrage it.. study half way.. went down.. take water.. + chocolate.. den go back to the room.. continue study. bt seriously ntg go in -__-" zzz.. in a short time.. my dad called me.. n say.. i thought u wan go to kwang yan? i'm like err yea.. den he say.. the clerk.. is down there waiting 4 u d.. den i quickly go to my room n change XD den go there buy thing .. my stupid art thing..zzzz.. cum back.. wanted to study.. bt hungry liao.. so i went down to eat... after eating.. go into the study room to study.. sien liao.. den go into my parents room row on the bed XD row here n there. cuz kinda sleepy.. turn on the music.. my sis came down.. close the door.. n start playing with her drum.. so i went up.. go into my room n online. mana tau.. sien.. this laptop kinda sux d.. seriously need to reformat! cuz go into any website other than my blog.. keep hang! argh! later on.. my eldest sister shouted at my 3rd sis that is crazily playing her drum like mad, to let out her anger.,.zzz.. so i found out that she wanted to go to the PANIC AT THE DISCO CONCERT .. i'm so kind to dial up my mom to rush her back XD n accompany her go.. she came up.. den wanting to use the laptop.. so i passed it to her lu.. T-T so kind also no use.. everyday gv her bully.. i go shower after a while.. den mum call us.. n say she reaching d.. shu ee.. den go shower.. den my eldest sis went in shower as well i mean after shu ee shower la... zzz..... mum reached.. bt she said she dono how to go to bukit jalil.. err i mean STADIUM PUTRA.. the venue for PANIC AT THE DISCO CONCERT .. so i walk go up.. and ask my eldest sis to fetch us go .. den she started to nagg n scold zzz.. my stupid third sis den show me faces .. zzz.. i heard dad sneazing.. so i straight away go into his room to ask him weather can fetch us go + gv us $$ .. he said he's too tired n pass me my 900$$ cheque..zzz is for the dentist not me!! grr. XD no choice have to asked my eldest sis fetch.. she asked us go down to wait for her.. so we went down.. after awhile.. we get into the car n travel.. XD cuz we dun really knw whr is it.. sesat .. den my eldest sis started to nag again -_-" keep on scold zz.. den i keep praying that soon we will get to find whr's the place.. bwahhaahah it works! reached! and say bye bye to my 88 buck! zzz.... bye bye.. T_T broke again liao lu! haiz.. nvm.. it worth.. juz to acc her.. hmmm.. ok continue! went into the stadium.. erm.. saw alot of shirt, that i cant afford to buy! 80 80 80 80 140! wth! 140 is a simply jacket.. zzz.. 80 is for the normAL T-SHIRT WRITTEN PANIC AT THE DISCO .. so i told my sis.. lets disign our own shirt XD much more cheaper! bwahaha.. so we search for the toilet cuz its kinda long... for us sitting in the car XD.. after that she bought a PANIC AT THE DISCO CD.. zzz.. 40 buck! free one big poster n one small poster!...we went in after that.. kinda no leng zai -___-" XD sien.. haha.. jk onli.. =P its not much ppl la.. kinda little cuz the concert is nt annouced to the public.. juz annouced at their website.. bt there is LOTS OF MALAYS! WTH!! argh.. there a bunch of malay bitches! leave their hair den jumpin like crazy! their hair smell like rotten egg u may die there.. argh! den they r also fat kep pushing! sooooooooo continue... after the concert finish.. straight away go out frm the cwords cuz i can barely breadth! bitch! zzz..went out n eat ice kwemmmmmmmmm yummy.. no sound liao haha.. after awhile.. we get free poster! bwahahhaha.. bought a 100plus! waited 4 sis .. after she pick us up.. we went to TA PAO MC DONALD.. =P no sound still eat all those heaty stuf.. hmmm.. i think i will upload the pic nxt time bah.. as well as my MTV asia AWARDS pic.. lots of them! xD.. till den.. bb! waiting to go AVRIL LAVIGNE CONCERT!!! bwahahaahahahahah
-w3n-

Monday, August 4, 2008

the bahasa melayu tagged.. err i'll make it the rojak tag ^0^ dun mind ryte?

okay.. saya akan bermula di sini.. kerana sumone tag saya.. nama dia nelson ng wei sern.. lelaki yang inginkan saya sebagai ''slut'' tak tau ape tu yea?? CHECK UR FKING DIC!! zzzz.. ok ok.. bermula! ini adalah tag yang paling teruk saya namakan "the rojak tag"!sorry if i talk out of the topic cuz i always do dat bwahahahahah n it doesnt make sense.. XD

Q-7 fakta tentang saya
1.saya adalah perempuan yang malas..
2.saya tak suka orang menamakan saya "slut"
3. saya benci orang yang suka "take relationship" sebagai permainan..
4.dreaming to go AVRIL LAVIGNE dan juga PANIC AT THE DISCO concert!
5. tak suka pergi ke sekolah..
6.LOve saya punya buoy buoy
7. benci akan laptop ini.. kerana ada banyak virus.. that ruin the fun of onlining. kerana.. saya cant get into the videos webside.. contoh:youtube. dan immem.. and also the freaking webcam is nt functionable .. bt always appear zzzz.. bodoh punya laptop..

Q-7 perkara yang menakutkan saya..
1.err.. books.. buku.. !!!
2.peperiksaan
3.lelaki yang ingin menjadi teman lelaki saya XD
4.telephon bimbit saya hilang! XD
5..hmm.. spider?? noo noo.. err .. cicak?? err tidak!! err.. can i skip the question? cuz i dun think i scare of many thing ler.. i also forget d.. -_-" haha.. so i skip..
6.??
7.???? xP

7 lagu buat masa sekarang(err i dun get the question)
1.erm... 9 in the afternoon.. pukul sembilan pada jam sembilan? LOL by panic at the disco.. cemas dekat disco
2.empty.. kosong by click 5.. tekan lima! XD
3.when u look me in the eye.. semasa kamu sedang tengok dalam mata ku.. by jonas brother.. adik beradik jonas..
4. techno song.. lagu techno! (there there the song that ppl play in disco.. eat feng tau yun one ah.,.)
5.gimme gimme more.. bagi-bagi saya lebih.. by britney spear.. dari.. pedang britney
6.see u again.. jumpa kamu lagi by miley cyrus
7.apologize.. minta maaf.. by one republic.. satu republik.

7 perkara yang selalu saya sebut:
1. wtf!
2.swt!
3.stfu!
4.lame~~
5.what?!
6.oh..
7.bye.. haha

7 perkara yang amat bernilai:
1. wo the jia ting.
2.my buoy buoy..
3.my phn..
4. laptop!
5.his feeling.
6. money!
7.udara

7 kali pertama dalam hidup saya:
1. pertama kali do bm tag
2.feel like studying.
3.try to study (yet i still failed!)
4.abangku(nelson!) pangil ku slut!
5.play with the break up thing..
6.cium dengan kak saya xD
7.edward suddenly called me up using his mom phn den freaking shocked me ..

Q-7 orang yang bertuah..
1.vivian
2.vincent tong
3.jovi.
4.ainsley
5.chun cheat?
6.jammy
7.adwin

-thats all for nw.. itulah sahaja pada hari ini-
-fucked.. my bm .. sux!-

Sunday, August 3, 2008

erm

i think i wont blog so much.. dun have time + no mood haha.. zzz.. sien.. maybe i gt mood onli blog bah.. so i dun think i will blog luu. haha.. bb 250$ mtv asia award like that jiu fin liao.. 250 buk like that jiu bo liao.. avril here i cum! 338 also will fly away liao.. hahahahah zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Friday, August 1, 2008

facing $$ problems T_T

i cant wait till tomorrow.. i cant wait till i see the celebrities.. aww.. MTV ASIA AWARDS.. i love u!! the price of it is so expensive.. nw having money problem.. need to pay back my sis.. so broke.. aiks.. AVRIL LAVIGNE TOUR FOR THE BEST DAMN THING ALBUM TO MALAYSIA!! YESH! TO MALAYSIA!!! KL!! STADIUM MERDEKA KL! bt i'm so broke..
i cant afford the ticket + even if i have the tickets hw am i going back?? haiz sobbbb.. having lots of problem! bt i seriously wanna go. i'm still broke sial.. dad dun wan gv me my allowence .. aikss... worst part is trial is like one week away and i'm still so stress free.. im always asking my self when am i going to study?? this always go into my mind.. bt everytime i take out the book i feel so sleepy and tired.. it cant get into my mind..
ishh.. pissed off also.. T_T trial result like shit i'm going to get screwed.. wuwuwu T_T
if trial like shit.. i cant imagine wats my result for the real PMR ..
* faints* later my dad slap me .. oppss haha.. pmr faster over... den i don need think of this d.. bt i seriously have to start study la..
sialll.. bt i'm too lazy.. hmmm.. need sumone to force me.. aikss.. watever..
i wan go AVRIL's concert!!!! i dun care!! i wan go!!! * gasping* sobb.,. ;(
i wan go.. the price is.. 98, 138, 188 the sittting zone.. 168, 268, 338 is the standing zone.. T_T i wanna goo.............
bt whr to buy the tickets? i have to drive all the way to mid valley.. as if like i gt a car. bitch! i'm broke.. its like one in a live time she's cumin.. i love herrrrrrrrrrrrr seriously do!! anyone can help me get tickets?? T_T * sobs* i wanna go..
owkayy skip the sad part..
owhh.. i cant wait till tomorrow.. i cant belive i seriously going to MAA! thx to my sis.. i knw they love us so much! me and my sis.. shu ee .. 2 of the youngest in the family going hehe. my eldest sis will drive us there.. i lovee my sister... muahhahahhaa.. hmm.. wondering wat to wear wat to wear?? need to wake up early as well.. i've nvr been into a concert so i dun really knw wat to wear this n that.. ish.. i'm soo happy.. still so excited! awwwwwww
owkay.. i'm getting crazy so i think i should chao first!! yeah!
-w3n-